Wednesday, February 27, 2013

'Kisah hati'

Salam.

Setelah sekian lama blog ni berkarat tiba-tiba rasa nak sangat tulis sesuatu yg rasanya tak dapat nak disimpan lagi dalam hati ni. Awalnya nak tulis status kat facebook tapi macam dapat agak penerimaan orang mungkin berbeza-beza pasal isu ni. Lagipun saya sendiri jarang update status yg serius ataupun yg santai. Memang tak aktif sangat pun facebook tu.

Hati ni memang dah agak lama rasa dirobek dengan isu ni. Sejak 2 bulan lepas makin parah selepas melawat Rhaudatus Sakinah Sg Buloh utk Urban Posting. Rasa marah, rasa kecewa, sayu, kesian & macam2 lagi sebab fikirkan kat mana silapnya bangsa Melayu skrg atau lebih tepat lagi kaum MUSLIM skrg sampaikan terwujudnya Rhaudatus Sakinah tu. Rhaudatus Sakinah itu satu usaha yg murni, bukan kemarahan pada Rhaudatus Sakinah tapi kepada penyebab terjadinya salah laku sosial sampai terhasil lah anak2 yg 'tak sah taraf' (actually, sorry if the term for the child is not applicable anymore, but i think it sounds nicer than the other terms).

Tapi tak nak cerita pasal RS kali ni sebab boleh google je & banyak info pasal RS yg sgt concern dengan anak2 bangsa & agama kita ni. Cuma nak cerita yg hati ni makin rasa disiat2 bila tgk kt wad Obstetric & Gynae banyak sgt kes2 rogol yg blh dikatakan 100% mangsanya adalah bangsa Melayu kita & lebih tepat lagi kaum MUSLIMAH kita. Background story nye macam2 lah sama ada rela tapi di bawah umur mahupun tak rela malah ada juga dikhianati kenalan rapat sendiri. Hasilnya anak2 yg tak diingini ni akan dilahirkan oleh ibu yg sememangnya tak 'competence' utk jadi ibu secara fizikal mahupun spiritual. Apa akan jadi pada anak2 ini seterusnya? Paling bagus pun akan diuruskan oleh Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat ataupun RS utk pengurusan serahan pd keluarga angkat. Paling teruk akan terpampang lg kt media paper mahupun berita pasal kes buang bayi.

Tapi isunya di sini, apa usaha kita nk selamatkan anak bangsa & seagama kita ni? Apa peranan kita? Apa dakwah kita? Kat mana tahap ilmu agama & sosial kita utk kurangkan penyakit masyarakat kita ni? Kita beragama ISLAM tapi kenapa tak berkurang pun jumlah bayi 'tak sah taraf'? Paling simple, balik lah pd agama. Ikut tuntutan syarak, amalkan gaya hidup Islam, ikut sunnah Rasulullah SAW utk selamat dunia akhirat.  Sama2 menyeru kaum keluarga, sahabat handai dan semuanya, marilah kita ikut cara hidup Rasulullah utk selamatkan kaum keluarga kita, bangsa kita & lebih besar lg agama yg kita cinta ini utk hidup bahagia di dunia & lebih indah di 'sana' nanti.

Semoga rasa sakit hati ni kurang sikit selepas meluahkan isi hati ni. Mungkin sedikit emosional tapi inilah yg betul2 terbuku di hati. Paling penting nk jentik sikit rasa sensitif pada siapa2 yg baca entri ni. Sama2 kita jg diri, keluarga seterusnya org di sekeliling kita. 

Islam is the only way of life, no compromise.




Yang manis & selamat itu haruslah tak terdedah.


AlQuran peneman sepanjang hayat.


p/s: it is good to write in Malay when u have lot of things to say :)

Monday, December 3, 2012

Leisure December

salam.

I skipped November and manage to post an entry in December. It's an achievement for me.huhu..At least takde la terus lupa pasal blog. Currently i am at Teluk Intan for Rural Health posting. I love this posting, honestly. Rural people are very humble and cooperative. This posting also the most leisure posting ever. We went to Pulau Pangkor last Saturday and it was fun. Best sangat round pulau ramai-ramai.


Pulau Pangkor

RUBAN 3rd rotation at Pangkor

we as a tourist at Pulau Giam

BTW, i would like to congratulate my darling sista, Fateen Najlaa Idayu for officially being an Advocate & Solicitor last Friday. Very proud of u, darling. U are just being great and blessed with the excellent journey as a lawyer. Congrats, dear lawyer.

The scary vampire, opps, lawyer i mean.

That's all for this short entry..

Alhamdulillah i manage to enter my 6th semester. 3 more posting for 3rd year and i need to pass all 3 postings. Thanks Allah for the smooth Surgical & Medical posting. Alhamdulillah.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

how to manage a blog?

Salam..

Masyaallah. Almost 4 months after the previous post then i realized that i haven't write anything. Huhu. Its tough to manage a blog. Anyway bukan nk dapat hasil pun dgn blog ni. Cuma bila ada perkongsian elok jugak dikongsi.

By the way, i am almost finish with my second posting. They used to say the 'hell' posting which is Medicine posting. Just done with long case yesterday and is preparing for written exam tomorrow. Semoga dipermudahkan exam esok. Hasilnye bergantunglah pada ihsan Allah. Insyaallah akan diberi yg terbaik oleh Allah. Talking about Medicine posting, it is really though. U need to be strong and stay strong indeed. But, at the end of the day, when u always remind yourself that u've been doing this because of Him, then u will feel much better. Alhamdulillah, the 8 tough weeks is over. Syukur. Welcome RUBAN posting, Insyaallah.

Wanna share that i have started my usrah session at Keramat. Alhamdulillah. The sisters all are from professional field and very glad to share so many ilmu with them. The naqibah also from medical field. Sangat selesa berkongsi ilmu bersama dan paling penting rasa tanggungjawab and pengorbanan pada diri sendiri dlm mencari ilmu yg jauh lebih penting tercapai. Alhamdulillah. Semoga terus istiqamah dan dipermudahkan. Insyaallah. Walaupun jauh dan mencabar jgk nak ulang alik ke Kl setiap Khamis tapi Insyaallah hasilnya sangat berbaloi. Semoga Allah redha dgn usaha kali ni. Amin.

So, lets gain more ilmu, lets have some reading. Semoga ilmu akhirat kita setanding dgn ilmu dunia yg kita kejar selama kita hidup. Insyaallah. Reminder for this time, Allah is always watching what we are doing, He's always by our side and He knows what are we thinking of.

Anyway, i cannot manage to write regularly. Its tough to manage a blog actually :p

Will going back home this Saturday with the special guest, Insyaallah.



Wednesday, July 25, 2012

marilah jadi manusia yang cerdik

Salam

Its Ramadhan 5 and its 3rd week of surgery posting. Time flies damn fast.
Im quite lucky to be in this posting compared to few frens whose doing Medcine or O&G posting. But still hectic as clinical years supposed to be. Alah bisa tegal biasa, Insyaallah.

Saya suke Ramadhan. Feeling nye sgt berbeza dan indah sgt. Rasa selamat, rasa tenang dan rasa penuh disiplin. Harapnye terus istiqamah dgn ibadat dan semoga tak hangat2 tahi ayam utk minggu pertama ni je,mudah-mudahan.

Meh kita plan utk yg lebih baik pd minggu Ramadhan yg ke 2 ni. Plan shopping raya pun boleh tp jgn lah melebihi plan utk terawih dan ibadat-ibadat lain.Sedekah di bulan ni pun elok jgk kan. Jgn kita makan sampai membazir tp nk sedekah kt org seringgit dua pn berkira sedangkan org tu tak bernasib baik sebagaimana kita. Biarlah kita share rezeki yg ada, Insyaallah akan diberi rezeki yg lebih oleh Allah pd masa akan datang.

Perkongsian utk hari ni:


Semoga kita sama2 tergolong dalam golongan yg cerdik lagi bijak pandai. Amin.

p/s: got mild diarrhea because of bazaar.huhu

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

my [low] memory capacity

salam

Its been three months since the last post..I forgot that i have a blog. That's the fact. Now i realized how bad my memory is despite i was doing the memory booster elective presentation last week. Should apply it myself. Huhu.

But who cares since only few people read this blog. hehe..I'm currently at home and three days more will be going to Sungai Buloh campus as a third year medical student. Clinical year, finally..Alhamdulillah..Hopefully will be able to finish the study in three years, Insyaallah..By the way, most of the friends are enjoying their working life already and im still finishing my MBBS. How lucky i am, rite. (yes, i feel blessed,honestly).

Alhamdulillah for these two years, for the pre-clinical professional exam's result, for the rezeki and for the health. How Allah do love me & family..Syukur, alhamdulillah. The pain, the tears and the sweat will be continued until my last breath but the joy also there, Insyaallah. Ramadhan is coming and i do prepare the omeprazole and magnesuim salicylate to avoid gasatritis. The most important is mental and spiritual preparation for the blessed month, Insyaallah..I need to plan to be better than last year. So, salam Ramadhan everyone and salam Nifsu Syaaban today. May Allah showers us with His bless and barakah. Amin.




Wednesday, April 25, 2012

tanpa tajuk

salam

Subhanallah Maha Suci Allah yang masih membenarkan diri menghirup udara pagi dan mengalirkan darah utk membekalkan oksigen ke seluruh isi organ pinjaman Allah SWT..Semoga hari ini lebih baik dan dipermudahkan segala urusan, Insyaallah.

Hidup sentiasa diuji kerana itulah janji Allah. Semakin kita mengeluh semakin jauh kita tersasar dari didikan  jiwa melalui ujian tersebut. Masyaallah. Tapi sebagai manusia diri sendiri juga tak terlepas daripada rasa semua tu. Mengeluh, mengeluh dan terus mengeluh. Astaghfirullah, khilafnye diri ni. Jadi pasangkan tekad, pekakkan telinga, butakan mata dengan ape jua provokasi melalui lisan, perbuatan mahupun ape-ape supaya diri tak rasa goyah dengan emosi. Walaupun tanpa seorang sahabat sekalipun, masih ada keluarga utk memberi sokongan setiap hari. Insyaallah

 Doa,doa dan doa


Semalam juga terima berita gembira. Alhamdulillah. Allah izin utk merasa sedikit nikmat. Tinggal lagi utk usaha lebih utk pro preclinical exam minggu depan. Semoga dipermudahkan. Amin.

p/s: fully writing in bahasa maybe sounds not real aka skema.but its quite nice. the exam is coming very soon. my heart beating faster but i have faith in Allah.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

unconditional love

salam

Perkongsian utk hari ni, jika inginkan rezeki yang mencurah-curah seperti air hujan amalkan membaca surah A-Syams, Al-Lail, Al- Falaq dan An-Nas pada setiap waktu terbenam matahari (selepas solat Asar). Jikalau terlupa, boleh lah diqada' pada bila-bila masa. Semoga kita sama-sama mendapat manfaat bila mengamalkan surah-surah tersebut. Insyaallah.

mood: abah's 57th birthday (Che Ab Ghani Bin Adam)


Sepatotnye da lama ucapan ni ditulis kat blog tapi macam sibuk sikit ngan hal-hal lain..Abah punye birthday 14 April..So wishing abah happy belated birthday. Stay healthy as u are today since u are the superman in the family. Wishing u lots of happiness, barakah and rezeki as well.

In any situation, u always support me, believe in my future with your doa and always have confident in anything that i do. Thanks abah..No one have so much trust in me as you are. Thanks again, abah.

U are the super best father in the world with your motivation, dedication, kindness and love to the family. You are the first man in my life and always be the first. Hopefully u have a great achievement this year. A year older, a year wiser. Insyaallah.


 abah & mama after their wedding ceremony


 abah & mama during last raya

Also wishing moksu & ayah jar happy belated birthday. May allah showers both of u with happiness, good health & barakah.Amin.